ihaveagoal2008

Hello Hello! Hope everyone is having a fantastic day!!!!  I have WONDERFUL news!!!

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Mini Goal!!!!!!!!!

I am 288!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!! Can you believe that??? I cant believe it!  It sounds HUGE! lol 42 pounds!!! I’m in shock, so happy!!!!

Hellllllllllllllllllllllllo!!!!!  I hope EVERYONE had an absolutely WONDERFUL holiday!!!! I know I did!! I got lots of things and gave lots of things. I LOVE giving much better than receiving. Just to see the joy when they open it is great!  I cant wait till I have kids to get to see thier joy! :o)  Anyway…YAY I got a treadmill for christmas!! We drove my car to my parents christmas day so it wouldnt fit in there so we gotta take mikes to go get it. we are doing that monday.  Unfortunately I have fallen off my diet for the past two weeks. :o( I know…very disappointing.  BUT I am ready to start again..I went grocery shopping today and bought lots of good but healthy food.    I am just so excited to start again and be able to exercise.  I have had strep and the flu the past few days so I have been MISERABLE!  I didnt go to work yesterday or today but I am going in tomorrow, we’ll see how long I may last lol  I only have to work fri and sat then i’m off for 4 days so I will have some more time to rest.

Well I am going to get ready for bed so I can get a good night sleep before work tomorrow.

Night Night

Hello everyone!!! Hope you had a wonderful weekend! I know I did!!! Saturday night was our company christmas party and I have been with the cemetery since April and so this was my first time to the party.  It was our cemetery, our sister cemetery, and three funeral homes.  They had the funeral home people in the front and the cemetery tables were in the back. Well the front was quiet and kinda snobbish and then the back we were loud and havin a good time lol!!!!  There was another party going on next door too.  We started off with a salad *no meat, cheese, or crutons..it was like diff kinds of lettuce and stuff* then i had baked chicken and OMG thats the best chicken i’ve ever had hahaha. Then dessert….bad bad bad lol….it was choc cake! It was yummy tho lol. Then I had LOTS of alcohol..a screwdriver, 2 shots of grey goose, some red wine, and like 5 big glasses of rum and diet coke.  Midst all the drinking…me, my boss, his boss, and 3 of my co-workers crashed the party next door haha and was dancin.  After the company party we went to a bar *my first bar!!* haha and i had 2 cosmos and 5 more rum and diet cokes. Note: I hold my alcohol well lol.  I also did not have a hangover sunday morning.  We drank from 7pm till 12am…so i think i spaced it ok…maybe haha. I know I will be paying this week because of the alcohol I had…but that just means i have to work harder!!!

 I wish I had someone to walk with me then i’d be more motivated to exercise.  Any one live near Chesterfield, VA?!?!?!? lol!!!!!  I just need to be kicked in the butt and get moving again.  I didnt lose anything last week but i didnt gain either.  Still, I’m dissapointed! And I know there wont be any loss this week either cause i really drank alot of alcohol and stuff in those 5 hours. But I’m still gonna work hard.  Just need some more motivation from my amazing buddy slim buddies!!! You guys are just awesome!!!

Mwah!

Helllllllo everyone!!! I hope ur having a wonderful wednesday!!! I finally get a minute to just relax!! This has been an insane week at work, a LOT of funerals this week.  I absolutely love my job!! I get so attached to some of my families I work with.  Yesterday I got a call from the funeral home lettin me know about a death and to schedule the service. So we scheduled it and then I asked for the deceased information and so we were going thru gettin the name, dob, dod, ssn, all that stuff and then we got to next of kin and he said the name and I just freaked.  The next of kin is Sam and I just burried his father back in sept. and the call i just taken was for his grandfather. It made me so sad!  Well after I hung up with the funeral home Sam called and asked for me and we talked and set up a time for him to come out and sign the paperwork.  Yesterday really made me realize even more that my job is important and that its more than just a JOB.  But Sam and his family thanked me so much and was telling me that they love working with me and I said thanks but I wish i’d never met u lol (meaning if we’d never met then no one would have died) *i like to joke with my families and lighten the room a little cause its just such a sad time*  Its just things like that, that make me love my job and makes me wanna stay there for a long time.  There was a lot of drama and bs going on there for a while and I know every place has it but u guys wouldnt believe some of the crap that was going on.  I almost left I applied for jobs and interviewed and everything but when it was time to leave, i couldnt.  I love what i do so much.  And this, the families, building these long relationships, makes me wanna stay no matter what.  Ok Ok I’m done with the cemetery talk…sorry lol I told u guys a while ago i can ramble haha.

 So every morning I been gettin up at 640am and doind 15min of aerobic exercises.  Then at work I walk a LOT during work but I have also set aside to go out and walk a mile around the cemetery.  I’m eating good and really couldnt be happier.  I dont have any desire for the things i used to have, fast food, sodas…..i’m perfectly happy with my water. I do however have some diet dr pepper some times but its mostly water. I got asked yesterday if i noticed my clothes fitting any diff and not really, i mean 18 pounds to me really aint much *in relation to being 330…18 pounds really aint much hehe* but i do feel like my boobs are shrinking!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOO SADDD!!!! lol and she laughed when i told her that and she was like yea ur boobs and ass go first and im like well i dont have an ass already so thats ok but i dotn want my boobs to go lol. :o)

I posted a bulliten this morning sayin sorry for not being a great buddy.  I get up at 640 work out till 7 then get ready for work leave here at 8 get to work at 830 and then dont leave work till 830 getting home at 9 then having so much to do plus being exhausted from work and all the running around i do at the cemetery *surely not just a desk job lol* that i am just out of it to even do anything. Plus our computer is messed up and its taking forever for webpages to open *i think we have a virus and we just need to redo the comp* but then again I DONT HAVE TIME TO REDO THE COMP!!! lol Oh! another thing…i have been sleeping soooooo much better since i started eating right.  Before i would wake up every hour on the hour pretty much and now im maybe waking up once a night. Its great! i LOVE it lol.

ok well im done rambling..i’m sure half of u didnt make it down this far hahahahaha. Everyone..you are doing an AMAZING job and I am soooooooo proud of all of you!! Keep up the great work! I’m going to work on being a better buddy and supporting each of u individually!!

Have a great wednesday!!

Mwah!!!

WOW! Christmas is almost here!!! Our tree is up and a TON of presents are under the tree! I am soooooooooooo ready!  Plus Mike and I’s 3 year anny is Dec. 14th…its a wonderful time of year!!! So being 22 i’m still a kid at heart so i made my christmas list for my mommy and daddy hahahaha! and number one on that list was………..A TREADMILL!!!! what daddy’s little girl wants, daddy’s little girl gets! ok ok i know that sounds like a complete snob…i guess u can say i’m spoiled BUT i’ts not like i as for things all the time. and i dont get things unless i ask. so yes at times i can be ’spoiled’ lol MIKE spoils me haha! i’m so lucky to have such an amazing supporting person in my life! :o)

ok i just wanted to ramble a bit lol

the past couple days i have been eating oatmeal for breakfast and man that is just wonderful!! i eat it when i get to work in the morn at 830 and i’m not hungry again until like 1230-1 its GREAT!!! also…since i’m working so much and dont get out of there till its dark i havent started walking yet. but i have found this video thing where u can walk and jog to inside so i’m going to start doing that in the mornings before work and then at night. i’m completely motivated and so excited. and i sure hope i get the treadmill for christmas!!! :o)

have a wonderful week everyone!!!!

So that totals 18 pounds so far…i cant believe it! I havent been exercising or anything yet..but seeing that i’ve lost this much already is motivating me even more to start gettin my butt moving!!! cause i can lose MORE by exercising! i am so excited!!! so today at work we had cake and ice cream cause today was Dawn’s last day.  I got a small piece of cake and i didnt eat any of the icing!! :o)  I can’t believe i’ve lost 18 pounds…thats insane haha! :o)

Hello all! I hope you had a great hump day lol the week is almost over…yay!!!  I enjoyed my day, as i was off from work lol. Back to work tomorrow and then starting monday workin 6 days a week. blah lol. atleast i love my job!! so for today i didnt have breakfast as i slept until 1pm!!! lol i never get to sleep that much and let me tell u it was well needed lol. so i had my lunch, tuna as usual.  then for dinner i tried the lean cuisine panini *spelling* and it was soooooooooooo good! i’m going to have that for lunch tomorrow too! lol then a choc puddin snack cup. Thats it for today.

Night Nigt all…its past my bed time so thats why this blod is short lol

Hello!! Hope everyone had a wonderful tuesday! I know I did. I was off work today and enjoyed it but i did have some things to do around the house.  So today I did good. I’m finding that the longer i do this the easier it is to chose the right portions and i know what i cant have. I’m def not sayin oh this is a piece of cake and i got this cause believe me i dont. But it just seems to be easier than day 1.

Night Night

Good morning everyone!!! today is actually day 9 but i am posting about yesterday lol. i normally would have done it last night like i have been doing but i worked from 830am to 930pm and needless to say last night when i got home i didnt feel like doing a thing lol!! Yesterday I did ok..i didnt have breakfast because i wasnt feeling well so i didnt eat. But for lunch i had my tuna and choc puddin cup w/ diet dr pepper. then for dinner i had a salad and thats all i had yesterday. i know i needed to eat more but im lucky i ate what i ate cause i just wasnt feeling too good and then worked all day lol.  well i am off today and tomorrow WOOHOO!!!! then it starts where the only day i have off is sunday’s. we are going to be short handed come friday cause one of the our girls are leaving (the McDonald’s chick haha) so I’m going to pick up the slack and work work work..its ok..cause it should only be till the end of december early jan :o)

Well as i’m sure all of you have noticed by now i can ramble on haha so im ending this. I hope everyone had a great monday and HAPPY TUESDAY!!!

hellllllllllllllo!! Ok so today went great until just now lol  For breakfast I had my bagel with cream cheese, for lunch i had a lean cuisine pizza, then snacks during the day were my 60 cal. choc pudding and 100 snack pack of teddy grahams. well for dinner i messed up BIG time…i LOVE mac and cheese and so i made some…well i gave myself just a little bit, ate it and it was soooooooooooooooooooo good!!! then i ate the rest. :o( I know i shouldnt have but it was so good. But, tomorrow is a new day. I hope everyone did better than i did today!!!